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I'd like to apologize
Thursday, April 6, 2006

The sheer number of things I feel I should apologize for. I'm sorry I make you feel like you do, like you can't do anything. That all of your hard work, you trying your best has no effect. That it seems like I don't try to help myself. I know you hate to hear this but I blame myself. I don't know why I get this way, but it's got to be my fault somewhere. I try to not get like this, but there's not much I can do once I'm here. You can't fix a broken tool with the very same broken tool you see. I even go so far as to blame myself for you having less friends than before. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to make you worse. However, it seems as though the more I'm around you, the more I hurt you anymore. I want to repair things, but I don't know where or how to start. We both have our flaws and faults that we need to work on, and this really isn't helping. I still want to be with you, but I don't have any clue what to do and I'm scared. I know I'm not the only problem you've got going on in your life right now and if I'm that big a hassle then feel free to ignore me. I'd rather it that way. Just please try not to misinterpret me, that's all I ask. I still love you but I don't want to ruin you.

Posted @ 10:31 p.m. |

So sue me
Wednesday, March 1, 2006

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

Satanism

96%

atheism

79%

agnosticism

79%

Islam

71%

Buddhism

67%

Paganism

50%

Judaism

25%

Hinduism

25%

Christianity

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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Satanism... bad name for a religion that has nothing to do with Satan if you ask me... I think I'll go with my 3-5 choices. ;)

Posted @ 10:23 p.m. |

personality test
Tuesday, February 28, 2006

My Personal detailed report thingy

Posted @ 09:47 p.m. |

Much has occurred
Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Two years have more than passed, good times. Band came together also good. Then much bad happened. Dad is okay now though. Went to Bennigans with my Uncle. He actually ate something healthy for him, for once. And the girl who sexually harassed me is leaving the school next Monday (for other reasons but still good). It will be much quieter 4A. Me eating better now? Couldn't be. It was my mother's birthday today.

Posted @ 07:54 p.m. |

4...
Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Very little time needs to elapse before it's been two years. JROTC stands in my way wanting me to go into Laurel and shake hands in uniform with a bowtie. I'll try not to, but they might just win. Very little time indeed. I need to work on the song more. Reynolds may be dying. She was out after 4th period again today. Our sub was a crazy old man. He spelled my name Myke.

Posted @ 09:17 p.m. |

5...
Tuesday, November 15, 2005

I have contemplated this for awhile. Redoing the layout and starting up like nothing happened. Didn't have the time or the inspiration until now. I've been stressed out for awhile now, been sick too. But this is back, not better, but back nonetheless. This one's for you babe.

Posted @ 10:57 p.m. |